Sunday, May 22, 2011

Short blog. I know, it must be a relief for you.

I'm not okay.

I'm confused, unsure, upset, unaware, afraid, sad, angry, annoyed...the list honestly goes on and on.

There are a number of things that bring about these feelings.
I'm leaving soon. Dealing with reverse culture shock. Family problems. Saying goodbye to Croatia.
It's strange to think of how unsettling it all is right now. If I could I would just stay right here forever so I don't have to worry about going home and having to deal with everything that is causing me to feel this extreme anxiety. I don't want to deal. I don't want to bother. I just want to stay happy here where I am.
But the show must go on...

This is not a good feeling. What-so-ever.

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